Saturday, August 06, 2005
its not all that fun
its tru...its tru...its not all that fun...smoking sux...having ur own car sux...falling sick sux...doing sh*twork sux...its been 7 yrs since i started smoking...i dun even noe y i picked it up at the first place...i definitely had no peer pressure...i juz must haf been dumb. now its lowering my immunity system...i am open to infections....explains my cold...3 weeks and counting now...i haf smoked 5 sticks for the past 4 days...tats like a hell of a achievement for me...i haf to quit...its really bothering me and my money...
i thought buying a car wud be fun...totally brainwashed by videogames. once i had my car the excitement was replaced with a feeling of frustration..."howcome i cant go faster than that mercedes"..."hey that super 4 juz accelerated faster than me"...so i thought about upgrades...the only way to get the cash for the upgrades was to win races...so there i was on the BKE doing 130 while still "running in"...managing to overtake a subaru STi....i didnt get paid...i got a picture of my lisence plate taken...followed by a letter a week later stating i broke the speed limit...that was when reality came over to my house sat beside me...read the same letter...stared at me...and slapped my head...i woke up..it was no longer need for speed under ground 2 or midnight club 3...it was monthly installments,road tax,parking coupon, petrol costs, fines that i had to worry about first...mayb later...mayb i'll juz get my car so badly damaged then take a video bout my car and saying "pls mr.X....pls pimp my ride" then send it to MTV...yea like tats going to happen..
work sux...army...NDP marina carnival...i am not performing nor am i watching it...i leave the imagining up to u...medicine time..
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