Yeah...It's my life...My own words I guess not...

Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'em
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you?
What happens when you become the main source of a pain?

Should i leave or should i go?
mayb i'll just wait and c..
for now i juz wish i still could just laugh it off..

Cant believe i slept for 15hrs last nite...work was a killer the past week...and the way in which i drove the lorry...it must haf been the jet lag tat caused so much tiredness in me..

my whole sat wasted...wasted sleeping...

in a way it was good..didnt spend any money tat day..which brought me to another thought of when i was going to quit smoking...i haf tried quitting several times...looking back..it was easier to quit in the earlier stages...but its nvr too late...the amt of money i wasted on tat lifestealer..

so many things going on in this head of mind..so many thoughts..
sometimes dunno wat to do with em..so...juz smoke away ah..i shall quit..one day i will overcome it..

wasted...the amt of oppurtunites i had to make her mine..
even now its not too late...but things will nvr be the same again...

all wasted...now given the oppurtunity to change all these things..."if i could turn back the hands of time"..would i do it?

i definitely would for i rather spend a day with her...then a lifetime without her..

gotta train on DOTA more often...beginning to suck..