so sian...its new year eve and i guess i am gonna spend it at home this yr...again... i hate to go out on the eves of these major public holidays...pple flock the streets on these days like they haf nvr been clubbing b4 or its like the opening of orchard road...very irritating to walk along the streets and then kenah spray by some stupid idiot who is having great time spraying confetti on everybody passing by...knnccb...its already so f-up that i haf to squeeze my way tru all these pple to get some fresh air....then out of no where this stupid f-ker will come and spray tat stupid f-king confetti on u...repetitively ..then u finally lose ur cool and start to throw punches.. those were the days...young, stupid and sometimes dangerous... i would like to apologise to the 6 banglas whom i attacked on xmas eve 2003..

stupid holiday ends on mon night...so wat else knnccb monday bk in lah...then tues got knnccb...24km tactical walk at pulau tekong ah....ccb...i still rmbr my sergeant in bmt telling me..."aiyah dun worry this 24km u walk only once in ur whole life"...ccb...then sispec walk 32km...then run 22km....then got army half marathon...then on tues got 24km...nbcb...f-king irritating...pple already ord mood..then this kind of stupid f-king exercise make pple want to think of awol...aiyah...but i not tat stupid lah..lan lan suck thumb lah..

lucky last wk not so rabak...quite lek one...

juz now go for hair cut..so damn packed ah..so i wait for 45min to go in...then i c one big notice on the wall...gong xi fa cai haircut $10....wah lau...last time only $8 now the price hike...so got one smart fella bside me waiting ask the barber...y the price $10...then the barber say oh now chinese new yr season...all the barber raise the price...so if i dun raise the price i confirm kenah screw....so i think for myself where got such thing if u keep the same price confirm got more pple come to ur shop wat...knnccb...dunno lah all these business politics...i may b wrong in the end also...but aiyah spend $2 more....heartbreak lah..lucky the haircut make me look more hansem...or else i break the shop already tonight...

tom new yr day...i going fishing...no seriously...i am going...at tanah merah...i think going at night lah...then overnight there...better catch some fish...juz now buy the line so expensive...$20...if dun catch fish confirm rugi..

anywayz wish all u pple who read this happy new yr ah...dun get too drunk...

i was doing some research on the internet...(like real)...i was not surfing porn lah..juz checking on smth...then i saw this blog by this local guy...http://rockson.blogspot.com

damn funny lah the bugger..sorry blogger...each blog he post got at least 150 posts..even got pple challenge to c who post the first comment...restecp...(respect)..

y did i blog again on the same day...very bored lah later knnccb haf to bk in again..tom damn jialat..got battle course lah...for 3 days leh...knnccb...all thx to my knnccb S3 lah..every thing want to push push push...make so tight..so tight so tat he can fit his needle dick inside and get orgasm mah...lucky limpeh nvr write his rank name ah...but many pple sure noe who he is lah...everytime bad mood...then got mood swing...one moment joke and laugh...then nex moment start to fuck...then when he start to fuck..we all think to ourselves...knnccb this guy yest nvr get ah? no need to explain lah tat one...

everytime my coy got off ah i cannot enjoy...knnccb...all my fren working lah studying lah...damn sian...want to go out with army fren oso very sian...everyday c in camp talk cock until balls dry already...

juz finish guard duty yest morning...today must bk in already...knnccb..damn sian leh...feel like want to awol but cannot...limpeh spec..i awol then men all awol..then go atec r&r only..lucky i tio guard duty on xmas lah...or else haf to do new yr..or new yr eve...knnccb...i dun understand y muz do guard also...my camp got 2 gates mah...in front got mp...then my gate got we all lah..then mp so slack..hardly check car properly..after 12 always sit down and sleep...then my camp if do guard cannot even sit..muz stand for 2 hrs...damn sian leh...stand until my knee weak already ah..lucky i dun need to hold weapon or sbo...juz wear the stupid green vest and beret..then when i very bored during guard duty....i see lizard catch insect and eat..or count the no. of bar on the gate...like in prison like that..or i kp to my men about army...talk about past present and future...

sometime i think y my life so suay one...always kenah saikang..when i try no to think like tat also ah...but so boring and so sian...then makes u think of pple enjoying outside leh...then all the regular go sell their guard duty and cos...cb...they gd life leh...got money every f*ck duty also sell...then ho seh ah..no need to do any regimental duty...i envy them lah...

my frens sometime oso all idiot one...they noe i doing guard duty ah...purposely call me and ask me to go out...all ord already mah..knnccb...i retain one yr in jc mah..so i go in 1 yr later lah...knnccb...then i tell them i not free...then they still can ask .."y u doing guard duty ah?hahahaha" knnccb...they like to rub the salt to the wound only..knnccb...

then i go home nex morning jio them go out..all say not free lah..in school lah...all the f*ck type reasons..then wat to do sian alone at home lah...play ps2 until sian...

life sian lah...some of my flen all say got gf gd...very fun..can enjoy...then some others say no lah..got gf means alot of prob...

then my fren all ask me...gha y u no gf ah?? go find ah!! then i tell them no i looking for marriage material mah...limpeh no more y p already now o p already...muz thing of future mah.. then as expected lah...they laugh again...they say tat kind of girl now very hard to find lah...they say now life muz enjoy...cannot think of future always...who noes u count 1..2..3..god may take u away already mah...so must live life day by day...but once in a while think of future so ur path u take is straight lah...if nvr think of future then day by day go sell vcd(gd money high risk)...then one day mata confirm f*ck ur backside one..then ur future gone...but also dun go sell smuggled cigarette or drugs lah...aiyah limpeh dun say many thing lah..wait govarman come find me...want to do do lah..dun get caught...

okok 10 pm already...go down drink kopi hong kee a bit then go camp liao...saikang ah saikang ah saikang saikan hey!

sbsian...

long time since i last updated this thing...i knew i was nvr gonna upkeep it regularly... i dun even noe y i started it at the first place...Yup so wat has happened so far? POI is over...boy was it boring keeping guard over at jurong island...but it was a avenue for me to do some thinking..well alot of thinking actually..it was actually quite fun..we were not allowed to bring hp, mp3 players, playing cards, portable dvd players, fishing lines...bla bla bla...but i brought all those stuff...cant imagine spending 12hrs a day sitting in a small guard house in some deserted place of jurong island without all those stuff..

Time flies...Life blows...

my ns is finally coming to an end....i am practically clueless to wat to do after i ord...
lots of atec training coming up the nex few weeks...then its off to thailand for atec in feb..
hopefully everything will run smooth..

so..i am finally 21..i've waited a long time for this...not coz i cud get to watch RA movies or any other cheap thrills...but coz...wait...i really dunno..well no big deal lah..2 days ago i turned 21...Pandian & raja being gr8 frens brought me to C6...and treated me to a whole lot of stuff...it was gd..then on the 30th i met up wif chris joey & suren..they treated me to swensons...i haf such gr8 frens...thx for making my 21st bday a memorable one..god bless u guys...

"death aint nothing but a heartbeat away"
so...stop waiting for it to stop..