Cant believe i slept for 15hrs last nite...work was a killer the past week...and the way in which i drove the lorry...it must haf been the jet lag tat caused so much tiredness in me..

my whole sat wasted...wasted sleeping...

in a way it was good..didnt spend any money tat day..which brought me to another thought of when i was going to quit smoking...i haf tried quitting several times...looking back..it was easier to quit in the earlier stages...but its nvr too late...the amt of money i wasted on tat lifestealer..

so many things going on in this head of mind..so many thoughts..
sometimes dunno wat to do with em..so...juz smoke away ah..i shall quit..one day i will overcome it..

wasted...the amt of oppurtunites i had to make her mine..
even now its not too late...but things will nvr be the same again...

all wasted...now given the oppurtunity to change all these things..."if i could turn back the hands of time"..would i do it?

i definitely would for i rather spend a day with her...then a lifetime without her..

gotta train on DOTA more often...beginning to suck..