Had the most wonderful bday ALL thAnkZ to BAYBEE!!!
well all those pics are up on baby's facebook...will add a link to her prof laterz..
well i'm 23 now...not much diff then i was 22...same job..better life (wit baby ard! :))..different school...

just heard that P.Diddy and Cassie are officially attached!
like wtf...is cassie blind or smth?
Cassie is like 21...and diddy 38...And diddy is the kind that never fails to live up to his record label's name (badboy)..
Its always the case where all the good girls wanna hang out with the badboys...even though they know in the end that they will smhow end up getting hurt. They try to live in the 0.1% chance that the badboy (for eg. diddy) will know how to swallow his pride, give up his typicall fu*king ard antics and eventually stay loyal & truthful to these "gdgirls"...y even bother wasting their time?
Grow up Cassie...u gotta look beyond his bling bling,ice and stack loads of freaking MONEY..yup tats hard...i know..Money certainly makes the world go around..

Or mayb there is smth bout these badboys that makes these girl wanna go after them, or rather find it hard to let go..till this day this remains a mystery.

So its Xmas round the corner and it certainly feels so with the weather being kinda chilly and bright lights and xmas trees around practically everywhere..

So i gotta confrontation wit da so called "supervisor" at work tom..wonder what he has already kp bout me to my manager. Asshole..all those times i stood up for him and he just pushes me off the cliff..what goes around certainly come ard i guess...nvr expected tat kinda shit from my "supervisor" though...such a fu*king asswipe..its time for me to stand my ground...
oh ya and the pay increase the promised this month...there is not a even a single word going ard bout it...and nobody seems bothered...

i figured out smtimes pple rather avoid these kinda confrontations regarding wages and the increased workload..especially when the phrase "if u cant do the job i am paying you for, i can always find sm1 who will do more for less" seems to be heard so frequently these days..its a dog eat dog world...there is always sm1 to replace you...gone are those days where my manager used to say..."without any 1 of u guys...i am fu*ked"

Well i could always find a job that could pay better, but its just the feeling of finding a new job, going for interviews, settling into a new environment, making new friends, overcoming office gossip/politics..etc etc etc....that really scares me..i mean i am so settled here...i no longer feel like i am dragging my ass to work...

well hopefully things are more clear next yr...its been a hack of a year..passed so fast..

cya soon...caoz..
ghazali..